Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Being YourSelf

Your Existence

“It appears to me to be indisputable that he who I am to-day derives, by a continuous series of states of consciousness, from him who was in my body twenty years ago. Memory is the basis of individual personality, just as tradition is the basis of the collective personality of a people. We live in memory, and our spiritual life is at bottom simply the effort of our memory to persist, to transform itself into hope, the effort of our past to transform itself into our future.”

Miguel de Unamuno [1864-1936],
Spanish poet, philosopher and writer,
The Tragic Sense of Life (1921) 

Miguel de Unamuno [1864–1936 ], Spanish essayist, novelist, poet, playwright and philosopher, in 1925.SourceWikipedia CommonsAgence de presse Meurisse

ne of my favourite existential thinkers is Miguel de Unamuno. In The Tragic Sense of Life (a 1921 translation, by J.E. Crawford Flitch, of Del Sentimiento Trágico de la Vida, 1913), Dr. Unamuno recounts a conversation that took place with one of his best friends, with whom he took frequent walks:
On a certain occasion this friend remarked to me; "I should like to be So-and-so (naming someone, and I said: "That is what I shall never be able to understand—that one should want to be someone else. To want to be someone else is to cease to be who one is. I understand that one should wish to have what someone else has, his wealth or his knowledge; but to be someone else, that is a thing I cannot comprehend." (p. 9)
Neither can I. Now the expression “being yourself” might be casually thrown out too much, usually as a reminder to the person’s essential being. The reason that this sentiment is universal is that there is a powerful instinct in us to be precisely who we think we are. And, if truth be told, would you really want to live your life as someone else? That does not mean you cannot improve areas of yourself, if you find them deficient in some way.

But, can you really change your core being, your essence?  Is this even desirable, even if it is obtainable?  Such a being as yourself has been developed, so to speak by a combination of genetic influences and environmental effects, a combination of your parent's genes and the way that you grew up. Our obsession with trying to be someone else, like a celebrity, so as to conform to some societal notion of normal or acceptable behaviour is to deny yourself. And it is patently absurd and self-defeating. You will lose self-respect and get nothing of value in the bargain (Think Jay Gatsby in The Great Gatsby).

Today’s times are conformist to a large degree. The individual pressure (and fear) to conform to societal notions, partly resulting from advertising interests, stigmatization of the other and self-censorship, has lead to a giving up of individuality and individual freedom. In a society with a lot of putative choices, all roads become narrow and directed. The end result is an inability to make individual choices, and a loss of human dignity. The public spaces, meant for freedom of expression, has become smaller, and the need to conform larger.

If you notice children, they are very comfortable with themselves. Off course, we do not wish to remain as children in thought, action and all behaviours. That would make us childish individuals, and there are enough of those types already. But we can have a comfort with ourselves, which brings self-respect and self-acceptance.

The struggle is to be yourself is not easy, notably when so many false values accost you daily. The trick is to be yourself without imposing your values or intruding on others’ beliefs, while maintaining self-respect and self-dignity, and equally providing the same for people around you.